Hey Drummer,,
Welcome to MS. I've been reading your posts. I sympathize greatly with your story. It took a lot of courage on your part to write this. I know that your words could be my words. The same holds true for so many people here. I just want you to know that at the same time you're seeking answers, you're helping others in their healing. By reading your story, I'm understanding mine a lot better, and its helping me with the pain. Thank you and I wish you well.

DavoSwim