But the CSA fk-up-ness and the CSA history was directly cited as the soul reason 9in many forms) like non-disclosure, PTSD, DID, Depression, suicidal, hospitalizations, ...

So that's why I link he two...as she and the court and the court-ordered psych, and three marriage counselors and pastors did.
We all had to SURVIVE by different and unique means. Only God truly knows what we went through.