You are among men who can relate to what you have been through, and support you through this process of recovery. You taken some brave steps in disclosing to your family and therapist.
You were 13, so was I.
You kept it buried for 38 years, I did for 42.
You used alcohol and other things to numb yourself, so did I.
You have difficulty with relationships, so do I.
You've isolated yourself, so have I.
Your marraige is on shaky ground, so is mine.
You finally started working on it in November, I started in July.
You will learn to live with what happened, and live a life as a whole healthy man, so will I.
Don't give up!
"Carry on my wayward son
There'll be peace when you are done
Lay your weary head to rest
Don't you cry no more"Kansas