Hello. Not sure what to say here, so i guess i'll just spit it out.

When I was 4 I witnessed my 6 year old sister get raped by a grown man. I know it's not rational but I can't help but feel somewhat responsible because I couldn't stop it or didn't do anything. When I was 9 I was sexually abused by the same sister. I did confront her on it, and feel like crap for doing it.