welcome man
so glad you have found us. you are sure to find a kinship here and freedom to speak your experiences freely with those who " get it" healing is real it does exist coming here is a great start
jeff
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Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"
Herman Melville