We may not completely understand why we are drawn to porn or the situations we were into while we are recovering. Courageously, we WILL! It takes time to discover triggers, work through them by minimizing our emotional reactions, then reasoning on the controlling thoughts, releasing them by learning how to create healthy thought patterns.
Wherever we are in recovery, we have ALREADY progressed, let's take a moment, pat ourselves on the back and smile at our look in the mirror. My best to all of you courageous men, my fellow survivors.