This site can play a big part in your recovery. Use it wisely, contribute where you can, and get off your chest whatever is troubling you. You're with guys who "get it". Thats rare and wonderful, though I wish we were all deep sea fishing instead.
"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "Joni Mitchell