Marc - you are not the only one. what you wrote sounds much like me. i've been seeing a T since 15 months ago and it has helped a lot. give it a try and give it some time. and participating here on the forums has helped me a lot, too.
Lee
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We are often troubled, but not crushed;
sometimes in doubt, but never in despair;
there are many enemies, but we are never without a friend;
and though badly hurt at times, we are not destroyed.
- Paul, II Cor 4:8-9