Originally Posted By: Nyjah
There was a girl. Not just any girl my room mates girlfriend......My room mate caught us. They both just laughed. Like it was a big joke. Like I was a big joke. She just kept going.

When it was done I couldn't stop shaking.

Nyjah, Its clear you were very upset by this happening. Could you fill in the details a bit? Do you mean that she forced you into sex? And did that bring back memories of your SA?

"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "
Joni Mitchell