I've been trying to figure out where this goes exactly. In the Men abused as adults section or female abuser section.
I thought I was done dealing with abuse and things surrounding it. Stupid I know but I did. I thought it was over. I thought I was safe.
It happened again. More than once. In one night.
I was at a party, an end of finals we did it party. It was supposed to be a celebration, it was supposed to be fun. Not traumatic and torturous.
We were having a party to celebrate being done with mid terms.
There was a girl. Not just any girl my room mates girlfriend.
She kept trying to kiss me. I told her I wasn't interested. I tried to be nice. She wouldn't stop.
My room mate caught us. They both just laughed. Like it was a big joke. Like I was a big joke. She just kept going.
When it was done I couldn't stop shaking.
It was like that for the rest of the semester.
I just dove into school work and staying out of our apartment.
Do I really look like a guy with a plan?