I don't think my history of CSA makes me unsuitable to date.

However, after the last two weeks or so, I have to admit that I'm not easy to be in a relationship with. It's not so much sexual dysfunction (I'm one of the few lucky ones there). It's more about basic emotional instability and my habit of sabotaging relationship by pushing people away from me whenever I feel unsure (which is often).

If I ask myself if I would let my daughter date a guy like me, I have to be honest - I probably won't forbid it, but we'd have a long talk about the difficulties she'd face, and whether or not the pain would be worth it...
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I guess what I'm trying to say
Is whose life is it anyway because livin'
Living is the best revenge
You can play
-- Def Leppard

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