NOTICE THAT I HAVE A NEW LOGIN?

WHY DO WE HAVE TO GO THRU A LIFE OF TORMENT BECAUSE OF WHT SOMEONE DID TO US? CAN'T PEOPLE JUST LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE??? I GUESS I'M HAVING AN ATTACK! CRYING NOW.CAN'T SEEM TO FORGET SOMETIMES. WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES, I CAN SEE THEM...STANDING THERE, NAKED. GRINNING, HEAVY BREATHING. WHY DO SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO MEAN AND CRUEL? HOW CAN I STOP THE HURT AND THE UNCLEAN THOUGHTS??? WAS IT ..MY FAULT...NO IT WAS HIS AND THEIR FAULTS, I JUST HAVE TO KEEP REMINDING MYSELF THAT, OR I'LL GO NUTS.EVERY TIME I SEE A HEADLINE, OR ON TV THAT AN ABUSER HAS BEEN DISCOVERED OR ARRESTED, MY HEART STOPS. LITERALLY! WHAT CAN WE DO..WHAT? SORRY........