Let me just throw my support toward you, Letourski, and also give a heads up on the meds. I resisted meds for a long, long time, because I was worried about feeling hazy or out of control. Well, the good news is that I tried different combinations with a doctor who asked a lot of questions and responded... and I really like it. I feel like mood swings that seemed out of control are in control, and I don't even notice the meds. But I take them every single day.... And I love it.