welcome to the site table, I am new as well about 2 weeks and so far it has been a great resource to learn more about this.

In the last few weeks- I have learned -

I am not alone
I am not facing this without some brave men that have been trail blazers with their stories and sharing
I have learned there are those here that are willing to share their heart in order to help anothers hurt.

I wish you well.

Josh