Hi there folks,
I guess I've come here to find support, and to help support, if I can, anyone else who may need it. It's helpful knowing that you aren't alone, even after feeling that way for so, so many years.
A few months ago I stopped running, stopped pretending that everything was okay. I could no longer deny my life was (well, is) a mess. Now, sixteen years later at age 25, I may finally be in a place to reclaim the life I should have led. My struggle for peace, for understanding, to move out of the fog I've lived in for so many years, has just begun, and I look forward to chatting with you all and doing what I can when I can; we are, after all in this together.
Best to you all