Farmer Boy - thank you for sharing that.
I can tell you that the very fact that you call those dreams "nightmares" tells me they will never come true for you.
I'm listening to that song now. I listened to it on youtube and downloaded it immediately. The tears are running down my face. Thank God for office doors.
It looks like I have finally stumbled into a special kind of hell reserved for incest survivors - the hell where there is a pedophile in every mirror.
I blew my girlfriend off last night - told her not to come over. I don't want her to see me, to look at me. I miss her and want to call her, but I still don't want her to look at me...
They say the eyes are the window to the soul.
I have his eyes.
I'm putting that song on repeat. Perhaps, if I listen to it enough, I'll start to believe the lyrics... I want to believe it!
I guess what I'm trying to say
Is whose life is it anyway because livin'
Living is the best revenge
You can play
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