Like being an alcoholic (which I am) CSA is something you are never cured from. You are always in a lifelong process of recovery, and along the way, you figure out how to have a life, and live it as best you can.

Jude
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"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "
Joni Mitchell