...Bipolar disorder, sexual abuse from 5 to 7, physically assaulted at age 10, sex addict for over 20 years, confusion and shame. How many things do we have to deal with?
Sorry buddy, but we have to deal with all
of it. There's no other choice. I'm Bi-polar myself and its no fun. Get yourself to a psychiatrist (thats an MD) and get on some meds that will help even out your moods. Getting out of the cycle of mania-depression, will help you deal more effectively with your other issues. Meds used for bipolar disorder
And giving up the weekend benders won't hurt either.