I am new to this site and I have suffered guilt and remorse for a long time for these incidents which I did not call sexual abuse but life experiences which happened to me. I now realize that I was abused by older people and I need help to get over it..
I have had many failed encounters with the opposite sex and I don;t know why this has happened. I always called it performance anxiety but even viagra has not helped. I clam up like a shell and I can;t perform at all.

Where do I start to look for help and which issue should I focus on first.
Any thoughts or comments would be appreciated.

They say a child will get over it as he is young and will not remember these
experiences later on in life. I am here to tell you that is not true and I can remember every one of these life experiences and the approximate age I was at when these events happened to me.