I understand your frustration,I can tell you that it is no improvement to be molested by a female perp. my first times of being molested were females and all it served to do is cause a TON of confusion. I didn't like it and as time went on I came to understand that I was supposed to somehow. I didn't like the attention from the girls after that and it never really got any better they scared me then and still do. when I was attacked my guys It was more like just another bully attacking me hurting me or what ever... like "that's just life" the sexual confusion and the pain are still there no matter who our abusers are... it still sucks.
Edited by newground (01/19/13 10:46 AM)
Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hellís heart I stab at thee; for hateís sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"