Hi Jacob, I haven't met you yet and I'm sorry you feel isolated here. No more, you can send me msgs and I'll look at your posts and prayer requests. I know my own faith is helping me a lot now, and leading me to try to help others. I signed up here last July and there are a lot of good people here, and resources too.
I am in chat a lot, as Im looking for a new job and trying to get back to school. So you can look for me there too. There are also a lot of awesome people in chat here, and it's a safe place too.
You are not just a memory, or pointless words or anything perps may have said. You are with friends, brothers and people who care. So I'm saying hi, and am willing to reach out any way I can. Together we can move forward and find healing and freedom from the past. I totally believe that. Welcome brother!
Lao Tzu said: "When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be."