WFD - welcome.
this place can be a place of great comfort or of extreme terror. so - as Anomalous says, don't read too much at once. browse around and see what is here - sample some stuff and find out what fits with your situation and needs. the first time i registered i got so triggered i didn't return for years. now i've been back since a year ago Nov. and it has been one of the greatest helps in my recovery. feel free to just read or to contribute at your own pace. don't be afraid to ask anythng. we are here for you.
"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho