Welcome, wearytraveler - from a fellow "traveler!"
you'll find plenty of company here - including those who can identify with and understand practically any variety of experience you can recall.
hope you find your journey is made less difficult by the resources and companionship you discover here. if you have questions, just ask - someone is sure to respond. we are here for one another.
"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho