i can relate somewhat to that experience. i foolishly agreed to have a vasectomy once we had 3 kids - not realizing what a trigger it would be - brought back memories of the step-father's threats (with hedge-clippers in hand!) to cut off all my stuff.
glad you have a T to work with you - and that you have joined us. take the participation here at your own pace. whatever is right for you.
hope you heal well physically and emotionally and hope to see you around the forums.
Edited by traveler (01/09/13 04:17 AM)
We are often troubled, but not crushed;
sometimes in doubt, but never in despair;
there are many enemies, but we are never without a friend;
and though badly hurt at times, we are not destroyed.
- Paul, II Cor 4:8-9