i can relate somewhat to that experience. i foolishly agreed to have a vasectomy once we had 3 kids - not realizing what a trigger it would be - brought back memories of the step-father's threats (with hedge-clippers in hand!) to cut off all my stuff.
glad you have a T to work with you - and that you have joined us. take the participation here at your own pace. whatever is right for you.
hope you heal well physically and emotionally and hope to see you around the forums.
Edited by traveler (01/09/13 04:17 AM)
As my life goes on I believe somehow something's changed
Something deep inside...
I've been searchin so long to find an answer
Now I know my life has meaning
Now I see myself as I am, feeling very free...
When my tears have come to an end I will understand
What I left behind: a part of me. Chicago