i can relate somewhat to that experience. i foolishly agreed to have a vasectomy once we had 3 kids - not realizing what a trigger it would be - brought back memories of the step-father's threats (with hedge-clippers in hand!) to cut off all my stuff.
glad you have a T to work with you - and that you have joined us. take the participation here at your own pace. whatever is right for you.
hope you heal well physically and emotionally and hope to see you around the forums.
Edited by traveler (01/09/13 03:17 AM)
They have greatly oppressed me from my youth, but they have not gained the victory over me.
Plowmen have plowed my back and made their furrows long.
But the Lord is righteous; he has cut me free from the cords of the wicked.