I feel better today. I was able to see my T yesterday - she had a cancellation and remembered that I had called earlier to see if I could see her. Then I had a good night's sleep. It helped a lot.
We talked about my dream and about how it is all about feeling threatened but powerless. That feeling of being trapped and scared and completely alone... but I'm not trapped or powerless any more, or alone. I cried so much yesterday, but I really feel better today.
Thank you, everyone, for standing by me
I guess what I'm trying to say
Is whose life is it anyway because livin'
Living is the best revenge
You can play
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