SO sorry, Gary. have your own memorial ceremony if you feel like it. it is guaranteed to be more honest, heartfelt and authentic than that other one with all the liars and deceivers present.
"laxative for emotions" - i love that! when you do get un-clogged - be prepared for diahrreah! it may be difficult to control.
stay in touch!
"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho