SO sorry, Gary. have your own memorial ceremony if you feel like it. it is guaranteed to be more honest, heartfelt and authentic than that other one with all the liars and deceivers present.
"laxative for emotions" - i love that! when you do get un-clogged - be prepared for diahrreah! it may be difficult to control.
stay in touch!
"That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. . . What will your verse be?" Robin Williams as John Keating in "Dead Poets Society"