MARK...HOLD ON MARK! LET THE MADNESS OUT. GET RID OF THE PAIN. BUT, DON'T HURT YOURSELF OR BLAME YOURSELF IN ANY WAY. I'M WITH YOU IN SPIRIT! IT HAPPENED TO ME IN THE WOODS WHEN I WAS 8. I'M 53 NOW AND STILL DEALING WITH IT....BUT I'M BETTER NOW. MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU FRIEND, TAKE CARE......SCOT