Welcome to mS -
I take it you have t lookEd around enough these forums to see a therm of disjointed, confused, and damaged sexuality among us male survivors.

Abstaining from undesired behavior that holds some powerful attraction. Is only half the battle.

The real work is reclaiming our authentic sexuality freel from the abuse negative messages and modeling and obsessions. Use the search function n these forums t o find what others have posted about healing and thriving after years of isolating and hiding out.

There are lessons to be learned by examining out behavior and how the abuse affected us- don't be afraid to honestly look at this important part of your life.