Welcome man!

My memories and trauma about abuse by my older brother's friends in his room erupted three plus years ago-

Hold steady
Find ways to be good to yourself
Learn as much as you can about recovery - find allies on your journey.
One day at a time.
Ask for help

I'm glad you found this site- it is a great resource.
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We have to take responsibility for what we're not responsible for.

MUST READ for new men here : http://www.malesurvivor.org/docs/FirstStepstoGetHelp.doc

“It doesn't matter where you've come from,
It matters where you go" Frank Turner