Call me stupid as in real stupid actually ignorant as hell! I haven’t had a drink in almost 3 months and didn’t know that depression is a major physical issue during alcohol withdrawal. See I have zero desire to drink and didn’t realize I was chemically depressed. Years ago I was on a Dr. prescribed chemical cocktail that put me in such a funk I was almost committed, this is the same just no suicidal tendencies, this was just as bad. Hell just the realization of it makes it better, who woulda thought? Damn I can be so stupid!
Hey don’t feel sorry for me its ok I’m over this bs not the abuse just this funk, just never thought about possible mental effects of alcohol withdrawal, 30 years of drugs and alcohol, 10 years of serious drinking, a 12 pack was just the prelude for the whiskey to follow. Damn I’m dumb!!!
Thanx for the support SS!!!

Cee