Hey Gecko

Remember- Macbeth committed a grievous violation by murdering a guest in his home and benefitted from that act- so of course he was haunted, conflicted and even damned. (Damn- sounds like my abusers..)

I think I suffer from or am haunted by other things- hence the thinking that loops in my mind searching for resolution or a way out. Those things are well know. to survivors of abuse- confusion, pain, loneliness, anger, desperation, brokenness.

They are not be same as:
Infinity
Hell
Endless suffering

Those are NOT my lot in life- i have traumatic feelings stuck or associated with the abuse- but those feelings are not facts of my life today' (even though I may re-experience simar scenarios or perceive them to be true today)

the fact is today i have support. I reach out. I share my struggles. I grow stronger by taking the path other men have shown me works for them.

And I offer my hand to my brothers who are suffering. There is relief in this world.