You know you can make it through this difficult period Lee. Triggers have come upon you before and you have survived the experience. Take the empathy and compassion you would have wanted at that age, calm and reassure yourself, then see the opportunity to help those around you.

You are a survivor and so much more, a recovering victor!

My best to you.
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MaleSurvivor Moderator Emeritus 2012 - 2014