Thanks for those who have responded. It's been two weeks now, and I have yet to find anyone to talk to. I hardly ever cry. The pain is so deep, I don't think I can bear it alone, and I have no one here. I need someone who understands. I know I can go to a "regular" therapist, and probably will, but I've been in therapy before and it's a long process. What I need right this moment is someone who understands my pain. Anyone???