hey blacken bud
I really don't know what to say here I just hope you know ... I do care. I'm sure given what little I know about you that this will get better i just hope that happens soon
Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"
Herman Melville