As a toddler what are you supposed to say? What reference do you have to compare what’s being done to you? In my case when everyone knew, no one did a thing, my father a very devout man basically said it was gods will that his father did me; how are you supposed to deal with this as a 4 year old; let alone at any age? I answer this listening to “dirty blvd”, just where I belong, dirty blvd; dead or dying. It’s so hard to live with yourself, you can see yourself just fading away, and don’t care, just take me in my sleep please; I just need peace please, I’m so tired of fighting, and don’t care anymore, if don’t wake up tomorrow someone listened to my prayers.