yesterday was my birthday. i always have problems aroungd it.
excuse spelling, having terrible morning.
Had flashback as I woke up today.
terrible.
i look at what im writing. no way 2 say what i feel
i close my eyes, the room spins like a ferris wheel
constant chills.
body numb
dizzy
jummpy
actually can feel it inside me. trying to shit it out. only makes it easier hfor him
pinchin my niples
biting me.
things out of order mabe. words laughtr