Self loathing.
"Anger at life"
"Anger at the universe"
"Angry for being born"
"Feeling like a victim for simply being born"

I've had all of these.

I don't know why all that is in quotes. Oh well.

Edited by Magellan (11/29/12 08:31 PM)
If I'm acting despondent, Please ask me if I'm eating sugar. I keep forgetting sugar makes me crazy.