The truth did set me free. I had been programmed 2 believe lies tht I was only made 2 provide sex as a kid, it would be the only thing I was told I was good at growing up on a regular basis. I believed it, and fell for the shame-guilt and fear cycle. Those chains were broken when I realized God already knew everything. With that I found forgiveness and freedom, and learned to forgive as God will hold them accountable so I don't have 2. Im not angry boy anymore, just healing and growing in my newly restored faith...:)
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“We can easily forgive a child who is afraid of the dark. The real tragedy of life is when men are afraid of the light.” - Plato