I can fell in your letter that you are scare as hell,We all been were you are and are still there. Whit time being here other malesurvivors have listen to me and as time pass it took bit by bit all the frustrations and stress i had. I always taught i was aole for a long time but today i realise i am not. Here i have open up about me abuses and i am feeling real good about it. If you need to talk just give me a notice. If I can not help you i will tell you so, and gide you the best way i can so you can make stepps so you be good whit yourself.
Manething in the situation is to go easy on you, you never did nothing wrong and you still do do nothing wrong.