I'm really glad you ARE fighting. Keep at it, you'll find a way. The fact that you are fighting means that you see a way through, it's not easy but it will but on this journey even the smallest victories are worth it.
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Quiet the noises
And leave your ears free to hear
What is going on,
Right Here.

Do not cower in fear
For when the morning rays mate with the leaves
Through your eyes it will be clear,
That there was actually nothing to fear.