Eric,

Welcome! There is hope for you. This site will help as there are men here who understand what you're going thru. Keep posting and reading and you will learn and grow from it.

Jude
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"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "
Joni Mitchell