I'm a mess. Feeling sorry for myself. I see the CSA as a wall between the survivor and the rest of the world. A wall between my H and me. He says he isn't ready to deal with "it". I say okay what choice do I have? Feeling so alone I guess I will just focus on my career on myself and let the sleeping dogs lie. Being alone is so much easier when you are by yourself.
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Everything comes from within