SSA seems to be common among CSA survivors, both gay and straight. Try not to worry too much about the labels. In time you'll figure it all out and be who you were meant to be.
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"When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown, the dream is gone
And I have become comfortably numb."
Pink Floyd