Everywhere I look I can't find anyone who will confirm this happened. It is like there is this different person that I became for a moment in time who haunts me now. But no one in my real life seems to know anything about it. They all think I must be crazy to think this could have happened. So I am very confused - how could this be? I feel the abuse that happened but there isn't any evidence that I was ever there in the first place. Even the other boy that was there doesn't feel there was anything wrong at the time. Are there two sides to life?
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transition from cub scouts to boy scouts wasn't easy. It was hard to go from the safety of den mothers to the world of men and older boys.