Welcome to MS--it is a community of wonderful people who are open and will not judge. Write and share at your own pace--feel comfortable and safe.
What you describe seems normal to me. But to others who have not lived this horror it sometimes seem unreal or contrived. You have to ignore these people--because many judge based on not knowing what happens to us.
We heal at different paces and what works for one may not work for another survivor. Healing is a process--there are ups and downs and many bumps. Many times you will find a supporter when you least expect it.
Welcome but I am sorry you have to be here like the rest of us. Remember you are a valuable person, you deserve a life of happiness and joy. You will find it--stay strong, keep moving forward and to not give up on those bad days--we all have those days.
Edited by KMCINVA (11/07/12 11:33 AM)