you scared me!
when you mentioned wanting to "jump from cliff" - i thought you meant it more literally - and was VERY worried for you.
then i read the thread to get more context and realized it was a metaphor.
i am so relieved.
if you EVER feel even semi-desperate - or just a little in need of a friend - i am here for you - as you have been for me so many times.
don't forget that!
"That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. . . What will your verse be?" Robin Williams as John Keating in "Dead Poets Society"