you scared me!
when you mentioned wanting to "jump from cliff" - i thought you meant it more literally - and was VERY worried for you.
then i read the thread to get more context and realized it was a metaphor.
i am so relieved.
if you EVER feel even semi-desperate - or just a little in need of a friend - i am here for you - as you have been for me so many times.
don't forget that!
"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho