Jesus is my Savior, the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, amen. I do not disagree with anything here gentlemen.
If it is that it is Jesus, then to not use his name almost all the time feels like I am taking something away from him, but that could be the survivor talking. I would never want anyone to feel as hollow and empty as I once did. It is probably me fellow survivors, having a name is better than a position or title, but when a God or a god is involved, it may not matter as much. I am confident they have a different perspective than I.
It matters more to me what Jehovah/Jesus/Abba/God/Lord prefers than what tradition makes me feel. I have enjoyed the responses thus far, I am humbled by the faith and generosity of this post.
My deep appreciation, Sam