What did God do for you to heal CSA wounds?

He helped me identify my abuser's voice in my head. I thought it was God and it wasn't at all. He also told me not to worry about sin. His grave is sufficient and he'd fix that as he fixed the other stuff.

I just told him I'd had enough suffering from this shit, I hate life with a passion and where's my help? He seems to be able to help everyone else and his people talked my ear off with problems. I'm not asking again, I'm not waiting long (40 years of loneliness and self-hate is too much for anyone) and I can't help others unless I'm helped. I can't listen to much (other people telling me their problems) since it pisses me off that here we go again, everyone is more important than me.


Edited by phoenix321 (10/21/12 02:31 AM)
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Phoenix

A guy opens the front door and sees a snail on his doorstep. He picks up the snail and throws it across the street in a neighbor's yard. A year later, the guy opens the front door and the same snail is on his doorstep. The snail says, "What the f*ck was that about?"