i find this interesting....

where, it seems, a lot of you find it easier to talk with women than men, well.... it's the opposite for me....

i find it a lot easier to be in a group of men than women...

strange, considering that i was abused by an adult male....

i tend to see it that the person who abused me screwed up sex for me. i'm extremely afraid, and other than the abuse, consider myself a virgin... i'm currently working on these issues...

anyway, i'm sexually attracted to women... this makes it very difficult, and scary, for me to be in a group of women...

i'm not sexually attracted to men, so it makes it easier for me to be around them. i've always enjoyed sports, have some natural athletic abilities and was playing sports before my abuse happened... i continued to play sports after... i can talk sports with the "guys"... action movies, games and so on....

just always seemed easier for me to be in the company of men than women... with women, i feel like a stranger in a strange land.
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