Thanks guys. You have all said it so well. All I can add is me too.
The funny thing is I would rather talk to girls but my wife would rather talk to guys (we are perfect for each other). She didn't have any CSA - just was a tomboy. Lol. We find ourselves in situations all the time looking at eachother across a room and seeing that the other is uncomfortable and would rather be where we are.
I don't feel like a grownup either. Even though I'm 6'2", have a beard and all manly farmer type I still feel like I'm pretending to be a man(don't feel comfortable calling myself that either). I have a lot of friends and try hard to fit in and listen to them talk about stuff I really don't care about (mostly sport and hunting). It just feels so unnatural for me.
Edited by Farmer Boy (10/15/12 04:52 PM)
Edit Reason: added not grown up bit
More than meets the eye!